Over the past several months I have been really sinking into the question, “What is my WHY? Why do I do all that I do? Create all that I create? Share all that I post? Teach what I teach? Podcast?” This has been a deep question that has been flowing through me for a while, and if I’m being honest I was really questioning if what I was doing and creating even mattered.

I would ask this question throughout my day and I would think I got to the truth of it, but it just didn’t land. It didn’t feel deep or connected to the truth of who I am or what I am here to do while on this Earth. Until……last night.

Last night I was laying in bed and feeling pretty raw and emotional. I was asking God, “If all these gifts you have given me, all these creations you flood me with, and this deep rooted passion for all that I do are TRULY what I am suppose to do….show me, please! WHY am I doing what I do?” Again, you could say I was having an existential crisis around who I am, what my purpose work truly is, and if what I do even matters. (Human here….going through the shit! Which, funnily enough made total sense when I read up on some of my personal chart stuff and the time I’m in right now.)

And then, it came flooding into my body. I immediately grabbed my phone, opened up the notes app, and began to type. Here’s what was channeled through me:

“Helping you to drop back home to self as you rediscover and remember the threads of who you have always been.

Diving into the landscape that is you, guiding you as you heal and clear the energetic blocks that keep you stuck and out of alignment with all that power you house from within. Helping you to remember your innate connection to unconditional love, light, truth, God, and the Divine.

Reminding you that you have all you need within, helping you to tune into your energetics, holding space as you unweave the stories woven from within that no longer serve you, and teaching you how to trust your intuitive nature.

Creating sacred energy play, healing, and activations so that your beautiful essence can shine through with ease. Flowing you deeper into your connection with self and your purpose. Reminding you that you ARE your OWN healer.

A deep emergence and reclamation of coming back home to self. “

This, this is what I do, how I serve, and how I fulfill my purpose is while on this Earth. With that drop in it also alchemized the way I want to provide to my audience, so I’ve shifted some of the offerings I do. I will create more in-depth audios and/or PDFs to explain what they are and how it all flows, but for now I will drop it right here.

The reason I share this around purpose is because this might be the MOST asked question I get when working with others. Your purpose will be revealed to you….just ask. I promise it will come and you will get breadcrumbs along the way that help you move closer to whatever it is you are meant to do that will fulfill your mission while here on this Earth. BUT, if you need guidance and help, please let me know. This is a lot of what I do in my 1:1 Soul Alignment Coaching containers.

I hope you enjoyed today’s newsletter. I really love sharing on this space with my community. Soon I plan to launch a really fun playground for our community (and those who want to be in our community) REALLY REALLY SOON! Stay tuned!

Hugs,
Nichol

There is still space in my October retreat. Here is a snippet of what to expect. If you want more information, please check it out HERE. Registration is open and spaces are starting to take form and fill : ) I’d love to have you there with me this Fall.